wotlessssnesss

The title today is a Trinidadian slang that means...umm ..hmmm "worthlessness" , it is after a carnival song for the year 2011. Yes people carnival is in the air once again but that is of no concern to me since the only celebrating I will be doing is on Friday evening when my week is over. I must apologize for not writing in 500000 days but "I'm a chemistry major!" and these last few weeks have been rough. I am finally getting into a routine, which is good because I hate change. So mini baby ( my mini netbook) scared me this weekend; i tried to charge my ipod only for the screen to blank out on me. PANIC. i saw my life crash, i thought about not being able to talk to my mommy, my pictures...and the sad life I was gonna have in MN without it. So what if I still have my DELL, mini baby is special to me. Thankfully  she stopped being a bitch and is working perfectly once again!

it maybe cold but i'm hot for my chem prof!

omg so today is like negative 10 with a wind-chill of about -50....ok -27...I feel as if my unfertilized eggs are being frozen as I make my way to and from Ardolf(Chem building). I swear my tears are freezing on my eyelashes and I am probably going to be blown away by the wind and buried in snow by the end of this weekend :( I want to go out today and dress...well you know, wear hardly any clothing and go to the bar, but I am afraid if I do this I would be dead. No more Short Person to drive me to the bar :(
But even though I am cold I forgot about the -100 degree outside for 70 mins as I sat in my Organic Synthesis class....sigh! I am determined to impress the prof...so he is married with 2 adopted black kids...not my concern really ( I could make him black kids!). I wonder if Mary reading this...oops :D
either way I scored a 10/10 of the first quiz....I have a brain people! I am sure he is impressed...totally made my day :D
Bar tonight is a must... sigh once I survive the rest of my day

Thankful

God is real...Did you know that? and he is pretty awesome. I am here safe in Minnesota starting my FINAL year in college...bittersweet. I just want this semester to be drama free and just full of good memories....and of course ...weight loss!
I miss the bar a lot but I did not go Sunday night because I didn't go to church. Think about it...how dare I not go to church and then go to the bar and sin..disgusting right...so I passed. Talk about sacrifice!
I totally fell in love with the band " Florence and the Machine" and the song "dog days are over" which was introduced to me on glee. But today I changed my routine....and we all know I don't do to well with change and I ended up listening to all of the bands music...well honestly about 4 songs..who has time to listen to all ...i'm trying to get a degree! Anyways "Cosmic Love" is AMAZING "A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind...." blah blah blah...check it out though..like seriously! good dancing music...I almost killed myself in the bedroom this morning trying to pirouette on the carpet.

Scorpion....?? no duh i'm scorpio!

After 22 years of being a scorpio, some peace of shit website now tells me I am apparently a Libra!....what the hell does a libra do!...who knows and who cares..I am insulted! Isn't Libra the one with the balance..or something...looking lame! no offence to my one libra friend! but like..do I look like a balanced person?..I admit I am an overly emotional, jealous, stubborn, loyal scorpion who will be your friend till death unless well, you get me mad..but lets not get into scorpion's revenge :D
According to another website it only applies to people born after 2009...sure! and apparently some other mystery sign seemed to be invented between Scorpio and Sag!
Now I am calm! still a Scorpio...doing scorpion things!

83

I have no idea what the title of this blog means; it came to me in a dream one night. And if you know me well enough you will know that I am always dreaming and my imagination is pretty wild. Now that is it the 12th of January and BET has brought back "The Game" I think it is safe to say that the world can end in 2012, life is complete! However "The Game" to me was entertaining but a tad disappointing. I guess the long 1.5 year wait, had risen my expectations to want something even more dramatic than having a black president or a female prime minister in Trinidad, sadly like most things it did not live up to my expectations. I'm a hard bitch to please.
Currently I should be basking in the sun on Toco beach getting blacker, or for the used of a better word; tanned! But it's raining and basically the lime is squashed. That meant that I had to entertain Mary (mommy) and her shit and go to the dentist...ugh. After 30 mins of DEATH, it was determined that I had no cavities....great! now what....
Anyways due to my weight gain of about 20 pounds..or maybe it's like 5, but who's counting; I have decided to start back working out and stretching!..the days of be sitting down looking at other people do work are ...not over.... but I will be going to the gym. I will NOT be a fatty.
So many other things to discuss but as usual Mary did not cook...so I have to go look for food.

number 1!

All of my friends who have gone away started a blog! Then I began to think, why not me? I am away, I travel and most times I am interesting. Maybe this can be something I look back and laugh at when I get famous!  or not...lol ( i'm a glass is half full kinna girl) Either way I am writing one about stuff I care about. I should start with a little about my life the last three years, as I have been living in America. I study in the best state in America, Minnesota; to my trinis who do not know where that is; think about carnival and the beach! its NOTHING like that haha its the state above Iowa, below Canada..behind God's back past the devil's ass..sort of like south Trinidad!
Either way MN in great, its safe, its cold and it has the biggest mall EVER and some of the nicest people. Normally I hate MN most times but I think it is because I am home and I actually miss it. This Christmas has been great; I spent it with my family and new year with my best friend Dominique who I think I cant live without. I reconnected with some old high school friends and hung out with the people who mean the world to me. I went to the beach, parties, dinners and the movies, and found time to sit around and do nothing...ahhhh it's the simple things.